Intro There’s no life without pain In this thing called life we need pain you know? We need something to shake us you know what I mean? Sometimes that little thing to just keep us going The road to glory can’t always be straight Chorus Feel like I’m still mad Still feel like I’m in this all alone And man that shits sad They always say I’m never on my own I want the big bag And somewhere I could really call my home Somewhere the loves at Cause I done had this city turn me cold Verse And I swear it be the ones you know Love, why you gotta hurt the most Paranoid, you seen it all before And you swore you’d never trust a soul Why they gotta play with me Girl I ain’t tryna stay But baby if I leave now, would you forever walk away? Or baby would you stay I got dreams to chase I’ve been tryna find my way I’ve been needing an escape Chorus Feel like I’m still mad Still feel like I’m in this all alone And man that shits sad They always say I’m never on my own I want the big bag And somewhere I could really call my home Somewhere the loves at Cause I done had this city turn me cold Verse So fuck that fake shit Anyone could get replaced quick Talking out your neck or out your jaw I promise ya’ll Anyone could get a face lift I ain't one to play with I ain't the games man I ain’t with that lame shit I ain't pointing fingers at nobody tryna blame them Cause it be hurting me too but I know I gotta cut you loose I know its what I gotta do I’ll always love you that ain’t nothing new Chorus Feel like I’m still mad Still feel like I’m in this all alone And man that shits sad They always say I’m never on my own I want the big bag And somewhere I could really call my home Somewhere the loves at Cause I done had this city turn me cold

Chorus I put all my faith in this Watch just how faded I get All of my energy spent I ain't got no time for a bitch I ain’t got a dime for one either I do this shit for my people This ain't no game lil baby The pain is apart of procedure I get the bag just to run it up and give it all back to mama Pour up the yak when it’ss not enough
There’s been so much that still haunts us I gotta find my way I know there’s better days Verse Pour one, sip that, take it, slow Slow down, don’t crash and don’t burn, don’t you fold These cold night’s, that hold tight been all I ever known We built a home through storm I just can’t let it go Burry with it, with all of my pride, I only want forgiveness For all of the times, I got in my way and when I never listened Would it be different? Would I be tripping? Cause I’d never switch it You could say that I m selfish but these are decisions that I gotta live with Chorus I put all my faith in this Watch just how faded I get All of my energy spent I ain't got no time for a bitch I ain’t got a dime for one either I do this shit for my people This ain't no game lil baby The pain is apart of procedure I get the bag just to run it up and give it all back to mama Pour up the yak when it’ss not enough
There’s been so much that still haunts us I gotta find my way I know there’s better days Verse We done been through it all baby And we’ll make it out I know that this thing ain't for nothing I know you got your ways about it Don't you go losing faith in me Don't you go losing faith in me Chorus I put all my faith in this Watch just how faded I get All of my energy spent I ain't got no time for a bitch I ain’t got a dime for one either I do this shit for my people This ain't no game lil baby The pain is apart of procedure I get the bag just to run it up and give it all back to mama Pour up the yak when it’ss not enough
There’s been so much that still haunts us I gotta find my way I know there’s better days

Chorus This ain’t no fairytale This shit is very real No body make it here We’ll be the ones to get it Thanks those who paved the way But so much time has changed Man we’ll see better days Cause fam I’m moving to it Let me find out that they been doubting again Let me find out that you ain’t from here claiming ends See all I know there ain’t no squad just only fam I put in work and I know my worth I’m in my bag Verse They all be hating again I just can’t wait for bag I get it, grab it and go Pray for the ones I don’t know Still got my gems and my gold Pray for the one I let go Still with you bitch in the hoopty She wanna be here when I blow All this henny on the rocks got me gone Mama praying every night cause I’m wrong I swear to god to my dawgs that we’ll be on And through the madness I’ll forever keep it going Chorus This ain’t no fairytale This shit is very real No body make it here We’ll be the ones to get it Thanks those who paved the way But so much time has changed Man we’ll see better days Cause fam I’m moving to it Let me find out that they been doubting again Let me find out that you ain’t from here claiming ends See all I know there ain’t no squad just only fam I put in work and I know my worth I’m in my bag Verse I cant be bothered with none of this shit There’s way too much money to get I put my heart and my soul in this I got too much soul to give See they around with a chip on they shoulder like somebody owe them sumn And wanna victim cause nothing is given and they expect me to feel sorry? Could never be me I buss my ass for this Give you ass to kiss Ain’t passing this I’ll be first to get it And I’ll be the last in this Ain’t chancing it This ain’t by accident This ain’t no passive shit See I got that energy
And that remedy for your bitch Cause I’m passionate Chorus This ain’t no fairytale This shit is very real No body make it here We’ll be the ones to get it Thanks those who paved the way But so much time has changed Man we’ll see better days Cause fam I’m moving to it Let me find out that they been doubting again Let me find out that you ain’t from here claiming ends See all I know there ain’t no squad just only fam I put in work and I know my worth I’m in my bag

Verse We was in the cut You know rolling blunts Sipping double cups All these broken hearts and all these drugs to make it all go numb You know to drown it out and let it go Just for a little moment Cause we pray for nights like this and deal with bullshit in the mornings So I pray for better days I pray my dawg get off the drank I hope the lord just keeps him safe Because I need that boy to stay I pray my dawgs get off the block and if I eat, they eat On god We’ll make it out, I swear we will and that’s everything I love I put my heart in this Broke down and I’ve balled for this I use to question God cause why she made love this music? They tell me its a gift Baba say its just a wish There’s been nights I’ve almost quit Cause I’m terrified of losing But this shit give me anxiety It’s burning deep inside of me They tell me that they’d ride for me But would they ever die for me I can’t keep living quietly It’s eating me alive I got so much on my mind but it’s like time ain’t on my side Chorus Yeah I’m cold Like this up in my cup You know I’m froze This time just ain’t enough It’s how it goes I’m fighting with my demons and my woes But all they ever do make me cold Like this up in my cup You know I’m froze This time just ain’t enough It’s how it goes I’m fighting with my demons and my woes But all they ever do make me Verse You know you and I go way back Some nights we talked to god You was there when me _____ left me
And when _______ broke my heart We made love till the sun up
Always put my ass to sleep And you held like you loved me So I prayed you’d never leave You was there through other women Always helped with my words And we both tagged them together Even let you hit my girl 
I know that shit sound hella crazy 
But the ladies loved you off And it was always me and you 
Its like without you I’d be lost See I was different before I met you Always shy and to myself You made me love just who I was I guess that’s what I thought I felt And I’ve told you my deepest secrets All my wishes and desires You was there through all my slime shit Even helped me write my flyest 
But some nights you’d make me angry And provoke my ass to fight You was there through all my dumb shit And all my DUI’S You know that really fucked up me cause I was going through a lot Felt like I needed you the most you said you gave me all you got And that’s fucked up because it’s almost been 10 years we been together And to think you’d be the thing to take away all my depression When I could no longer suppress it Thought I could get it off my chest Thought I push you far away But now we back at it again You always come in different forms And I believe you every time See you got bars after bars And I believe in every line 
This should be our last shot cause I don’t think we’ll every work
I’m letting go of you and all time other times you left me hurt Chorus Yeah I’m cold Like this up in my cup You know I’m froze This time just ain’t enough It’s how it goes I’m fighting with my demons and my woes But all they ever do make me cold Like this up in my cup You know I’m froze This time just ain’t enough It’s how it goes I’m fighting with my demons and my woes But all they ever do make me